The day when I can finally hug him, I'll hug him so tight to let him know, Through all that pain, all I needed was his warmth, All I needed was to hear his voice, All I wanted was him to remember how much, I LOVE HIM,. I'll hug him tighter to make sure he knows, Even through pain and hurt, I will still continue to love him. In ways I can never explain in words.. I'll compare his eyes to my morning coffee, Which is the most heart warming thing to me, I'll compare his personality to the clear blue sky, Where you wouldn't know how to take your eyes off. I would tell him that I love him to the moon and back,. But to the moon and back seems too small if it ment loving him,. I would compare his laugh with the softest music, I've ever listened. The sound that doesn't want to leave my ears. I would compare his features to anything that's beautiful, If so, I would compare him with everything, since everything is beautiful when his in it. I'll tell him through all the struggles, I hug my pillow and imagine it's him and feel like my weight is being spilitted into half. His the secret most knows or is unknown,. I would tell him we both have the same personality, That describes the same rose in different thorns. I like seeing his smile that matches his father's, Making me remember to thank his father, for the features he gave his son. I hope maybe if I'm able to be with him, Not the eye contacts that spoke words, and volumes, Not the inside jokes and laughs, But actually be with him,. I'll tell him, that even without him there, his the anchor that held me down, And when I can finally meet his parents, I'll tell his father and mother, that they made a son, Who made me feel seen without even trying, Who made me laugh without a reason.