I hit my knees and prayed for you one last time, not for us, not for you to love me, but for your heart, your strength, the ability you have of feeling others pain, but ignores mine even in the soreness of sorrows. You looked at my tear filled eyes and didn't even blink, I just wanted you to notice me, maybe it was because I had been dressed. But I hadn't just dressed i made myself look how you, wanted, but that could never have been enough not because you didn't say that but because ur cold gaze would always be stuck on the easiest, hottest, not the funniest, or, the smartest, not the sweetest, kindest, most welcoming, just the blonde haired blue eyed girl I never seem to escape. So goodbye to all of those false memories that you created so you could wait for her. Goodbye.