I used to wake up every morning looking into those beautiful big dumb brown eyes, and i would fall asleep to the sweet soft sound of your voice, no thoughts, no worries, just us, i used to love listening to you speaks about things you truly believed in, even helping you figure out how to accomplish them, I only wanted the best for you , I wanted that so much I cherished every moment like it had been our last so much that when our last came I never seen it coming, I remember that day perfectly, I had been asleep on my mother's floor because my heart ached sitting in the silence without you, I remember feeling your fingers gliding across my palms to wake me, I remember blinking a trillion times thinking this cannot be real, thinking you're not here im dreaming, but you were, you said, come on love let go get so more sleep so I got up and we went to our bed, I remember laying my head on your lap and closing my eyes now that I look back I should have kept then open a little longer if only I had knew youd be gone when they'd open.