there are many things in this world that i have learned to dislike as I know them growing up yet in some of those things, it surely made me understand how it just be, as it is. how amusing, is it? when things make you wary of them, it also makes you understand them and why is it in these things, love is in between them? but not to justify the wrong of these things, it's just love surely knows its ways to guide you on your path when you go astray and test your faith. but these two powerful forces also know pain. a companion that i think never leaves as what is love when there's no pain? but have i become heartless just because of one thing that tests my love and faith but kills me inside? they surely know where to guide me and i chose to still go astray than forgive someone who can make me start again.