Everyone made me feel I'm worthless I tried my best to impress others, Not caring about my own emotions, Forgetting self-worth. Soft fluffy pillows were the only ones that could wipe my tears, Blankets could only hide the true me, And the listeners I had were the plain white walls. I believed people around me loved - For who I am or so I hoped. But they only wanted a replacement, Someone they could play with, Destroying emotions as they pleased. They think I'm dumb because I believe whatever they say. NO! I understand their intentions - Yet I close my eyes and hold on Just because I only have them. I cannot afford to lose them And be left alone, Though loneliness clings to me. Now I realized, I was alone all this time - I learned I can survive without them, For I know nothing's gonna change Even if I had them.