you were always there but never here you would answer my texts but you wouldn't text me I bet you text her I was the first person you texted when you woke up but that's because I would stay up yapping hoping maybe you would text me you never did I was like a borrowed object that broke you tried to fix me not because I was yours but because you didn't want to leave me broken I was like the carousel at the mall when you were just a child you loved me, you did but the carousel was never really yours like a comet in the sky as if you could grab me but I would just slip away so you never even tried