The crashing waves against our argument. I knew you would love my look so I sent. I knew it was too good to be true. As soon as I bring her up you're already over the moon. You're over the clouds. Above the stars. Want to burn ur soul just to touch the sun. All for her but never me. But when I get another chance to let go. Beg me to not leave. You begged me to stay. So I would be there even when she wasn't. U don't want to be alone and you don't want to see me shine. Without you. You don't want me to make a fortune of myself.. I feel bad. For his wife. His girlfriend in the past. Why do I have to suffer if we both know we'll never last. The stars.. they don't align. "WHY CANT YOU BE MINE. WHY DO I HAVE TO BEG. WAIT. LET YOU WALK ALL OVER ME WHY?" I just wanted one simple answer. Why..? Don't warn me about this man. This man.. This man. He's no good. But like a drug, I'm stuck in addiction. Wanting to stop but you just can't get enough. U can't get enough and now ur here. It pains the wound it's open. It's burning it's bleeding why am I feining for a guy that chases but only looks back once to make sure I'm still chasing him. His desires only want sex. But My brain and my veins they can't take it anymore I'm not your sex toy. I'm not ur toy at all I wish I could play I wish I was ur ball..