Sitting in the silence hiding in the dark, trying to avoid the violence only trying to save my heart .save my heart from what they say?from all the pain and aches I've caused it. It bleeds from every ache it races from every chase it curses at every break worst this all is from my mistakes. Mistakes that could be avoided but I choose to walk on the hot coal believing it wasn't going to burn if I was fast enough, my chest is hurting my heart is melting and my feet's are burning ,now my mind's unsettled. I try to rewrite the whole story but it's too late the damage has been done. I hated myself, scorned myself,even beat myself up but to no avail, I only ended up cutting the wounds even deeper than they were,causing my heart to bleed until it couldn't bleed no more. Now my mind is like the jungle filled with the most dangerous set of animals tearing them selves apart causing my thoughts to be wild and terrifying. now each day feels hollow and deep I'm gradually becoming a creep, drowning in my own pool of tears calling out from the deepest part of the sea but no one hears, it's already to late, now I have to make up for my mistakes, hope and believe that the scars I carved would not leave an imprint on my life.