How many words bear your name? I've kept it like an oath in secret. Close to my heart where I wished you would be. How can you say you do not know? How can you feign obliviousness? Forget it then! You've brought my passion to naught. You foolish man who sees nothing but his own feelings. Who believes none but himself. I - weak as I am, flawed as I am, occasional crybaby as you like to call it-I was always sincere and you-you are a fool! A glorious, glorious fool! You! How dare you remain so calm! So wholly unaffected! Untouchable when I am sullied! Utterly spoiled by the idea of you. Yes! An idea for you will not let me know you! Oh my love how I long to know you! To pick apart that beautiful mind until I understand the meaning of your attentions to me. Is there any meaning! The irony that you should feel nothing at all while I feel everything! I shall not know you! I shall not! I shall not-I...i shall not - why won't you let me. My love. Why?