Can't help but obey Each and every word I was told I was anxious And nervous but my Soul was afraid of Losing people I did everything they Wanted from me . To doing there homework To giving them my things I heard them talking about me Saying worst things about me It did affected me But who cares right Even my close ones Looks at with pity looks And think I am pathetic I was quite not weak I had cried not gave up But still they think I am a failure I was fighting with My fears holding my tears I was broken deep down I had Buried my feelings So no one can Call me crybaby At late midnight I hold My pillow and cried my heart out Next morning wore my Perfect face which everybody knows I looked in the mirror trying To face to truth Seeing my ugly face I was embarrassed so much That I could never look at My face without thinking the Word ugly for once ......