I just wanna break free from this awful world and the feelings that comes with being in it. I just feel like i am a puzzle piece in the wrong puzzle, like i don't belong like everyone knows, like everyone can see that that i don't belong that's somethings wrong, that everyone's acting, and dying to drop the bomb, dying to tell me that i'm alone that I don't belong and all I got are these thoughts and feelings turned into words. I just wanna start again, push the reset button, but it's not that easy, cuz nothing ever gets to be that easy. I feel like a balloon in a pool with the cover on, like I'm exactly where I don't belong and I can't get out, like I can taste the freedom but I just can't get to it even when I see it and it's so close, it's so far away at the same time.