I've been out all day playing nice I've been smiling and trying to act like everything is nice but when I finally get home and I close the door it's my time my time to be me and explore my whole life I've been outside but when I get inside I'm a different person it's like the outside is a lie it's my time my time to smile my time to be happy my time to cry my time to slam it's my time my time to love my time to fight my mind but once I open that door again my emotions have to go back from the edge and it's no more of my time