Nobody gets it and I felt it I explained it over and over again. They thinks I’m faking it 10 out of 10 I ran from a person to person but then they just start cursing telling me I’m lying that it’s fake and even though I’ve had to deal with that my whole life and it’s keeping up with the rate not disease or sickness of your health is called ADHD and it doesn’t help all the time I laugh and play, not focusing on one thing I look at you and then gaze off into the stars getting yelled at because I can’t control who I am don’t yell and laugh at me because I get distracted it’s who I am and that’s affected because I cry day and night and I think about all those times where I try to explain it who I am, but I don’t even know all I know is that you guys are all like a crow squawking at me telling me I’m a faker I’m a liar. I’m a hired actor to play the role but now I’m confused little girl trying to do what she’s told people say I don’t try and say I get laughed at on purpose, but I don’t. Do you think I wanna get hurt told that I am wrong no, what I wanna do is I wanna rise I want somebody pick me up and understand how I feel I want somebody to tell me it’s gonna be OK no I need somebody to tell me it’s gonna be OK because right now I don’t believe it. I need to see it. I need to hear the words come out someone’s mouth and mean it not just because I told them to not just because they feel bad but to mean it like they’re reading it from a book and the character is me so passion and empathy