I never meant to fall for you But I guess it took me only a count on two I really wanted to be with you But not after the friendship you threw I kept saying sorry Maybe for the worry Yet I was the one who didn't sleep I was the one who didn't eat So why did I apologize When you stopped looking at me with those brown eyes You can tell me I'm weird But once apon a time  you were the only one who in my direction steered I wanted you to say sorry you never did There is a million things I could have said But instead I wish you were dead Or that you at least didn't mean what you said Everything you said was a lie Defending me like I was about to die The comfort was all a lie The love I felt was just on my side