I’m putting this out, hoping it somehow finds its way to the right person. You came into my life at just the right time. I wouldn’t wish for what we had again, because I know it wouldn’t be the same. Still… I miss you, more than I’d like to admit. My heart still skips a beat whenever I see someone who even slightly looks like you. You were my favorite heartbreak story. It was all falling apart right in front of me, yet I didn’t realize until it was gone. We never broke up,we just stopped talking, for reasons I still don’t understand. And thinking of how hurt you must have been still weighs heavily on me. The silence between us became louder than our words ever were. I remember how happy I was with you. Those nights when you’d tell me every detail of your day. The times I’d complain of headaches and you’d ask, “Did you drink enough water?”reminding me to rest my eyes. (I still get headaches often.) The beach pictures I’d send you, and how you’d rather eat chocolates than cook. Funny how your birthday, which once was my password now slips my memory. I hope you still enjoy playing COD. We were good together. You loved me in every way possible, and I loved you just as much. I still laugh thinking about the silly questions I’d ask on purpose, just to hear your reactions. Or the 8 o’clocks when we’d let everything out ,playing games, finishing song lyrics in seconds. You thought I was good at it; truth is, I always cheated with lyrics online. It was never boring with you. Video calls on the street. The time you told me I sounded like AI. The nickname “Pumpkin” you gave me, I still cherish it. If I could go back in time, I’d still want to meet you. But maybe I’d have done things differently… Do you still think of me? Coz I still do.