here we are again me crashing you not replying and the words what are we? going through my head or lets say what are we supposed to be? i told you I loved you i told you I care so why do you keep pushing me away a guy tried to hit on me for 2 days and I thought I was ready to meet this new guy I thought I was ready to try to find the love of my life but why did I text you frantically wanting to know how I should tell him to back off why did I tell you that I wanted to date him when all that going through my head is I want to make him go away why did I get upset when you told me you want to find a new girl and why do I only feel safe when im talking to you out of all boys I want to read to you I want to tell you that I feel us both I want to tell you I love you again and I want you to give us a chance so this is me at 4am after being rejected by the guy I love this me writing it all down in tears in hopes that one day we make us right