I'm tired of being the second option The "can you hold the camera" While the others are doing something fun But never the one actually in the video I'm always asked when others declined Always rejected when others have time What did I do? Is it because I talk too much? Am I too annoying? Or am I just a bad person? Those are the thoughts running through my head I feel like I don't fit in Like I am not part of anything Especially my class maybe I should just shut up And stop bothering people With my annoying little personality Even my best friend is annoyed She doesn't say it but I can tell I'm too annoying Always needing attention Always wanting to do something I wish I could be normal Just like everyone else Not like my annoying little self But there is a part in me That wants people to like me like that That I fit in just like I am That people include and like me But that will never happen... I'm just my annoying little self