Why does this feel like hell, But isn't a house where I should feel well? But why do i feel so sick, And i lay awake in the dark lookin at the clock go tick, They call themselves parents but they are no better than strangers, They were supposed to make me safe but all my life they were always the danger, I don't know why, But i can't tell them a single sentence without a lie, Maybe because they never agree, Not to a single thing and are even dissaponted in my favourite degree, It's always a NO, no matter what I do, And that's why everything I love, they just don't know, Can't go there, can't go here, And that's how they made me the biggest liar, Maybe it's this family, That seems so close from the outside but it's just all a lie, A lie that i always thought was true, But got to know the reality as i grew, Home sweet home they say, But this is not the home where i wanna stay.