I still dont know how to explain how i felt in that reality Like im drowning into the clouds-those frightened dark clouds. Like that indignant sky was dragged me and twisted the knife till the end Like you dont know that you are in a dream but you still want to wake up You want this pressure on you to be gone And to be free again I can see. I can play those scenes in my head. But words arent strong enough to feel that endless pain and confussion to you Nor to anyone else Even to myself.