I have no idea what to do, cause everything is falling apart, and I wish there was an option in life, 'add to cart,' to buy the tutorial for my life and a restart. At this point, nothing makes sense at all, as if my life is a couple of juggling balls, but I can't juggle and I'm letting it all fall. Tell me why, why I can't seem to get anything right, why my life isn't bright but as dark as the sky in the moonless night, why it feels like I'm a knight in a losing fight.