I don't know what is happening to me. But, everytime that i see you, everytime that they're talking about you, And everytime that you're talking . I always get angry. I can't even look into your eyes and everytime our eyes met i always looked away. Because, i dont want to fall in to you again, i dont want to hurt again and i want My feelings to fade away. I don't want to look in you but i can't help and control my self because i always accidentally look in you. I want to look in you for a long time But i have my boundaries. I don't want to hurt again and to fall again I hate my self because i can't hate you. Even though you hurt me, and do a lot of things that make me cry. I can't because i'm not that kind of person. But i want to change, i want to show you that i'm not the girl you loved anymore.