Why didn't I realise it before, That it is was a group of 3 and not a group of 4, And I was just a friend they would call when they were bored, Oh god it's embarassing, That i never saw this coming, I should have known when they were making plans alone, And only inviting me to convince their mom, And make fun of me all along, And i hate myself for never saying NO, For letting them make me feel so very low, And losing my self respect for the 78th time in a row.