Once again I'm in a predicament, but what should I do? I use it as a tool and no satisfaction, a trap, but I choose to be in it, I could easily escape it but instead I remain in it, it ruins my mind and it wastes my time but instead of stopping I do it once again, it's like a trend; not worth the sin but once again I'm doing it again, not for anything really I grew up with it, so it's a coping mechanism I know I can grow from it but once again I always use it to stop this pain even if it ruins my brain, but it'll be tamed -***Anthony Rodriguez***