Is it you or the thought Oh I wish I knew How am I so distraught I haven't got a clue I miss you dearly Or was it the memory we share I wish I could see this clearly Oh what a burden I have to bear The thought of you brings me glee But also provides me sorrow The feeling of a bird that's free And the fear of the nearing tomorrow The confusion you give Oh is so great Everyday I look back and relive That horrifying state