Will it seem stupid if I will wait? I know the answer...but hella, I don't care Call it crazy, but it helps me in a way That I see an aspect in the shades of grey Possibility that we're meant in the future, is the foundation, for all I care. Though uncertain of what truly it might be, I'll hold on the idea of you, until I feel free. Free— to commit and do my responsibility One day as a female— as someone's baby. So, as you continue your life, please don't you ever forget about me. Mind you, I still look forward to the days, That you and I finally found our ways. Back to each other, At that time, proper. Somewhat better, Ready to start a life together. Yet... To be honest, I find it funny. How I wish we'll fit as a family, After a series of emotions, That led to several rejection to the continuation Of us, that made us apart at this state of time that makes me cry after finishing a plate of mine. But yes, I still hope. That one day we'll share a soap. And we'll drink hot chocolate together As the rain water pours louder than ever And us, on your dream day, Cuddling, skin in play. Telling how long it made us wait To be finally ready, and face our faith To each other... for each other. -indoorrain