I can’t stop thinking about the way you looked at me after, Like you weren’t surprised it happened but you were surprised it felt like that. I told myself I was just curious. Wanted to know if the tension between us was as electric as it felt across the room. I didn’t expect to still feel it. In my skin. In my mouth. In the space behind my knees where you barely touched and I almost lost my mind. I keep replaying the silence... the part where you pulled me close after, like you weren’t ready for me to go, That part messed me up more than the rest. I want to say I’m too grown to lie I wanted you. Still do. i still want to feel everything i did, and maybe, i might make a proposal