i thought when i fell for blue it would be my last that when oak put down my fire i thought ill finally settle down that my broken heart was just a joke and my brown oak tree built us a home but i was so blinded with my fire i forgot that oak could also kill me now that i was the vampire that fell for the brown trees i forgot that love was just a word until your ment to be i forgot that my heart was not a joke to be but oak didnt try to kill me oak never even tried to hurt he was always like wind that made me blow off some steam the breeze that calmed down my screams the heart that was ment to be i always thought i liked him but when falling for water we tend to forget about the those feels i always knew you were the one but i never knew how to say tho i swore to myself that everyday after what came id say whats on my mind and id stop running that id put myself out there just in case you were still running but who knew i was only attached to memories that each breath that oak saved was sacred that glace in brown was full of ease and softness and how can she love you the way i do? how can she treasure that heart that i swore to myself id never ever break how can she know you like i did how can she be here beside you when all of me wants to run to you how did i let you let her in after i told myself i loved you how did i accept you leaving and killing down whats left of me i called you oak i saw you as the wind i let you in but i never expected goodbye to be so soon i thought ill be fine but its unfair to both of us i dont wanna get hurt and i dont wanna get you hurt with me so this me is backing of this is me saying goodbye to the guy i love this is me running like I always do when it gets bad