He says he cares But takes hours to reply I dont care what he "swears" Like does he even try? Boy is he confusing Maybe hes just a "busy guy" What trickery is he using Once again I fall for that lie If he wanted to he would Greet me in the morning If he wants to he should This conversation is so boring One word replys But I write poems for him He says "gn" like all the other guys But I'd stay up as the city lights dim Am I asking too much I think of you all day Please just think of me once Maybe I'd get my way I think of you when I see an orchid, Idaho's green, or dark brown eyes When I dance in the rain like a little kid Am I really, once again, falling for these lies? I think of you Type out texts I never sent Even if I don't want to Staring up at a singular vent Without even thinking I prayed for you at church Now my heart is just sinking What am I looking for on this search Why is loving someone so complicated Even if it is just as a friend And I haven't even dated Can't wait to see how that will end Loving comes too natural to me I love people even if I shouldn't Maybe he would love for free But I know he just wouldn't