Do you notice? When what you say Puts a smile on my face It makes my day Your stupid little remarks When you tell me to eat I dont want it to end I'd listen on repeat I'm scared of alot of things The voices in my head But what keeps me up While I'm laying in my bed Life isn't perfect but At least I have you What happends if I lose that Because of some stupid thing I do You're gone before you leave I anticipate the pain I push you out of my mind But what do I gain I gain safety and comfort But I had that with you No fear no pain But that's simply not true I'm still scared And I always will be Life's not that easy but What don't I see This can't be life Living in fear That I will lose you What are these voices I hear Please don't me angry Please don't be sad If I can't handle this fear And make this my last My last time smiling at your text Last time feeling this safe I cant handle this shit I'm simply not that brave