When someone asks if you're okay, what do you say? You can't say no, so you laugh and say yes. No need to explain the rest. You can't say that your thoughts consume you till your gone,that every word is like a lighter burn except you never picked up that lighter, you never even realized the burn. You get in your head I'm on the last thread. I don't know if I can keep pretending this perfect well constructed face is starting to Crack. People seem to think life is a perfect ball of a nutshell, but what happens when your shell begins to snap and Crack, how am I supposed to react? With my well perfected happy face with behind it a thread of consumer thoughts. People see the outside and they are happy as long as your fun if people could see how you feel inside and out they wouldn't be happy. So when people ask if your okay you say yes and keep your well perfected constructed face and it's an endless race. We are all competing. I'm just trying not to lose.