Losing everything is nothing Quite the contradictory However Losing yourself is losing everything Like I who lost everything By as easy as losing myself From the pain I've endured It kills me to think that after all the agony I've weathered I can still show a fake smile and not one can comprehend 7 years of DEPRESSION 13 ATTEMPTED SUICIDES 4 NEAR SUCCESSES 1 emergency room 4 times The latest being just 16 weeks, 2 days, and 19 hours Ago That much pain at 17 You lose yourself, your ability to genuinely smile Can no longer feel anything Being NUMB You get used to it