Is it fine to feel so sad... Wanting to sleep forever and never waking up is this alright? The world's darkness overwhelms me. The past eats me up... But I keep going forward ...to find a future that belongs to me. A future that will want me to wake up. I don't know if the things in my head.. If The monsters are as scary as they seem The monsters running wild in my mind I feel so lost.. and faded. Are they real or not? I don't know but I know how horrible it feels But then I remember maybe it will all work out.. maybe I should keep on going And yes I should be going forward with hope in my mind and love for myself in my heart. Time is going fast it will leave me behind And I will be left with nothing I should move now and take care of my mind .