I think Every women I have ever loved or I have ever been with, Had hated me at a certain point. We were told that love smells like roses. But the truth is, it smells like fear and anger and helplessness. Well it's not about believing it or not But I have never been lucky in love. It's all bullshit ^⁠_⁠^ I have always tried to understand love, Always tried to experience it, But there is no one who could ever "Love me" or let me experience it. Someone misses me or wants to be around me? That's unreal, I refuse to believe this. Now it's like,I no more want to understand love I just want to experience it. ~Anmol