The radio buzzes in my head again.. Click I try to find another channel It's higher in pitch.. Click It's louder Click It's screeching Click It's lower Something tolerable The sound reminds me of a bellowing giant Falling with a feathers touch Following me with a shadows precision Irritation flashes through me But this was the best i’d get for today The best chance I had at actually focusing for the first time in weeks My antennas have been broken since I turned fifthteen.. At first I didn't know what was wrong with me Now I know I’m What's wrong with me My brain is nothing but a mind field of static and zone out traps She's talking.. I can't hear her Nor see her But she's talking I blink once.. Twice.. Then a third and a fourth until the avalanche of noises overwhelm me How long have I been out.. How long have I been in my own head but not my own body.. Shit.. My fists ball until I can feel the pain of my nails in my palms There we go Your aware again.. It's okay Your awake Your not in there I'm focused now But I can still hear the feedback of static..