The dream has shattered— the dream of love, the dream of a job, the dream of life— the dream I wanted to fulfill. The hopes are falling— hopes of my parents, hopes of my teachers, the hopes of my loved one. The trauma haunts me, with its bow and sword, with its ugly truth. It stalks me like a hunter waiting for its quarry. The fears kill me from the inside— fears of failing, fears of disappointment, fears of becoming a failure. The jealousy burns me— jealousy of success, jealousy of happiness, the success I see around me. Tell me, why do I feel this? Why does this happen? Hate, love, anger, and fear— why must they live inside me?