at first it was the silence under the stars and the moon as we lay holding hands.. my heart racing, drowning in desire.. a naive girl who expressed herself through weaving poems.. in love with a 'bad' boy still learning to love himself.. who took everything as temporary... live in the moment type of thing i was a fool for the charms and sweet nothingness whispered in my ears... you broke my heart every time i offered it to you but i still came running to you for comfort.. the pain, the fights, the hollowness you left in me.. you needed her more than you did me.. you were gentle with her heart... i wished she would leave you to feel the pain i did... love...an untamed force that destroys us when we try control it.. enslaves us and when we try understand it, leaves us more lost and confused