I'm getting the urge again! The urge to lock myself away, To hide from all that walk through the days... I'm feeling the urge again! The urge to detach myself from anything that could cause pain, To try everything to keep my feelings obtained... I'm feeling the urge again! The urge to find a release of the sorrow within my heart, For it's tearing my soul apart... I'm feeling the urge again! The urge to find solace in a razor, To feel it drag across my skin like a lazer... I'm feeling the urge again! The urge to watch as my blood drip & ooze, Fading away as it takes away my blues... I'm feeling the urge again! The urge to feel the pain somewhere other than in my heart, It hurts in the sunshine & even more in the rain...