From a child to a grown ass man family wasn't shit to me as they've continued to show their true colors quite often and sometimes more then others, I know I can be a bit too much at times but if you listen carefully I'm calling out for help from inside, instead you push me away and make me feel uneasy as if I'm not wanted and in the way, burden if you'd say almost like you're annoyed by me and wish I would stray, throughout the years the alcohol and drugs are what's kept me sane from all the thoughts of suicide and misery and pain, looking back and realizing that I was only kept around for y'all's benefits is what hurts the most, but a toast to all of the people that have pushed me to the side, it was fun while it lasted your laughs and giggles while I looked stupid and foolish, this ones for me so I hope you're ready for me to act ghoulish, the time is now as there's none better so here I come, swinging and determined as it was everybody against me now it's me against everybody, because I'm not scared of a bunch of cry baby bastards who hide behind each other and won't fight without the other, maybe I should stop before I say to much but anyways, until next time bitches this fight is mine and this time I'm not backing down.