I find myself trapped in a room Not a single soul to call home I turn around to see myself deserted In a place where I choose not to be found Blue and grey are the only colors I see Lonely in the days and nights by the sea I lost myself in the desire to fit Having been thrown into a pit Jealousy ,anger, frustration took over me I became a version I feared I would be I hid myself into the depth of the seas Fighting myself for just a moment of peace I wear a mask to hide my pain So that i might seem sane The heart couldn't take it anymore For life is a web of lies and I need to act on