So what do u say? I say there's nothing here left, nothing more. A strange thing to say from someone who's only ever started. At 17 you're worried obsessed with the future. I wish she can come and tell you; "Darling what's the rush about?" Or maybe "Snap out of it and live your life, today. Do what you have to do, I'll always be here. I'll wait for you and you'll see. Nothing was ever wasted so you snap out of it!" And then I'll blame the dreams, my lucids, my daydream. I'll blame the passion and the desire! This heart that keeps burning. You know somebody told me I have a big future ahead of me, but I also have what it takes to ruin them. Like Icarus. I never liked Icarus. He's not real. Homer must've felt like god when he killed the young boy. Can dream ruin a dream? Think about it. Destined to be God knows what but packed up for the future she doesn't even know if she belong. I wish she can be here to tell me the things I needed to hear. I wouldn't know. Given the time, she must've know. How can future talk to me? Maybe somewhere out there in a universe where time in nonlinear. We'll both be talking to each other. The other one is clueless, then the other admires her confusion. The mind that knows meet the mind that thinks she knew. I really wish you're here. I really do. But I think it's good thing we're years apart. And I'm assure you're waiting for me. And you're assured that I already love you. Love is the one thing we're capable of perceiving that transcends the dimension of time and space. She's right.