I was told that I have won! And was handed a letter of nomination? "Well done! You've been so patient. Now's the time for celebration!" When will you decide to award what you have offered? My excitement dims from sparks to a hum. *Tomorrow?* Will tomorrow ever actually come? Your promise of love, it seems, was just a nomination. How many tomorrows am I willing to see? I hand you back your love, "This was not meant for me."