I'm okay, I swear I'm going to be okay It's going to be fine It's.... I... I can't anymore I say as a tear trickles down my cheek Leaving a trail of sadness behind it I can tell by the way my heart It aches Yearns But also won't do anything To fill that emptiness I lie here in bed After only eating a little bit Food just.. It just doesn't seem Appetizing Anymore. The way I get lost in my mind Drowning in the tsunami of thoughts Why am I not good enough Why am I like this Why can't I be different Why do I have to be... Me I wish I could lie in bed And slowly fade away Without having to worry That I'm leaving my future behind But Instead I have to cross my fingers and hope That it is going to get good again.