I act like I'm okay But deep down I am hurting I can't take it anymore the thought is so concerning I'd rather be down in hell As my soul is slowly burning Because happiness is what I know I'm not deserving My heart is not reparable I'm not sure how I even managed To open up so many times and let it get this damaged Allowing everyone I loved to lie and take advantage Telling myself I'm fine and covering it with a bandage I don't have anyone to walk me through this hell I face But I try to continue on moving at a steady pace Because what else can I do ? I guess we'll see how long it takes For me to conquer every demon i got laughing in my face Devil getting closer I guess its just the risk I take To find a resolution to my problems I can't give up there's too much at stake To let these problems take what space I got left on my plate Written by Keiffer Lee Stephens