Every dawn scares me. Consciousness hunts me. As I open the eyes. All i feel is devolve you to Someone else forever. Each breath reminds me I only have few breath together. Today's dawn was quiet different from others. With all my consciousness As I opened my eyes. I shattered It's a lie, If I say I don't feel for you. I own a strong feeling of numbness. Now the favourite place is numb We used to meet. All my emotions are numb Everything I love are numb. I know how to love you Deeper and more deeper I didn't learn how to hate you. In this mist of numbness All i could feel! I love you more. But! It's the day my breath are separating. It's your wedding day.