Holding the nobel beside  window started Reading, I observed someone  so calm, so deep, so peaceful,  so pure, so innocent like a little kid. how it was keep on trying again and again. sometime being so childish, at the another moment being mature, and calm. how do u do that. care like a mother, respectful. attached unconditionally, that pure emotions and the dedication. happiness , pain u feel to make someone hurt purity on ur eyes can see  clearly. seems like a secretive book , each page is unique.  "soul- stirring" untold thoughts. I turned first page and start reading, was quiet emotional. turned another page  a smile on my face on it's efforts.  was  quite different from others. I was lost into the bond of words and emotions has. as I go thought another page, could feel  someone moaning in pain, I asked, looked at me.There was a strange silence & pain in smile.It was very beautiful at the same time had a heart wrenching pain. Couldn't muster the courage to read further. closed the book, opened eyes found myself holding the nobel I just completed  half of the page heardly.  kept on trying to took me away from. started reading the nobel and gradually lost into it.....🤍