I feel numb I feel a fog in my head I feel like I'm not alive I feel as though I'm in a different timeline I feel numb I feel myself losing myself I feel my flesh but not my soul I feel disassociated I feel nothing I think I'm a feather flying around with nowhere to go I think I'm a feather getting picked up and being blown away I feel nothing!! I feel nothing!! I feel nothing!! Does this mean I'm dead inside? Does this mean nothing really matters? Does this mean what is happening is true?? I don't know.............