I'm the older sister Always miss perfect Always the role model Always the second parent I feeling myself getting tired I'm holding on by the tread When will I rest? When I die? I'm the older sister Always tired Always there Always coming through I feeling myself getting tired I'm holding on by the tread When will I rest? When will I die? I think I'm ready to die even though I haven't achieved what I want From the expectations I'm tired they make me ask God to take me already