You gave up half of you to make up another clue to trigger another alarm. You thought that I didn't see and I thought I couldn't leave for fear of the ensuing harm. That was the first time I made up my own mind to act upon what I believe. So I called up my friends and said this was the end that the way to move on was to leave. Now I have my own place and I'm out of the rat race of survival one day to the next. My friends are around me and I know that I am free, beloved but most of all blessed. -CharityAnne