I am stuck between life and death Happy from outside but inside dead Afraid of making someone so close My life's just like a withered rose Smiling to the world outside Shutting my emotions from inside Always wearing a fake smile on the face As only I know what I have lost in the life's race Sometimes I wanna tell them how much I'm sad How my soul is like a living dead There are times I wanna end my life's story And for being born, I am sorry....