I woke up today and did what I always do, I pretended that I was okay and there was nothing that I am going through, I went to work and faked a smile to whomever asked me if I was okay, Because in all honesty, nobody really wants to hear what I have to say If I told them that I cried myself to sleep every single night, Or that I am battling demons and that it feels like I am losing the fight, Or that my anxiety and depression are getting the better of me, Or that I am broken and nowhere near the girl I used to be They would just uncomfortably walk away, It's not likely that someone would want to stay Some might suggest therapy, medication or read me a motivational quote, I am sorry, but the Titanic is proof That you can't save a sinking boat, So I bundle up all my pain, and hide it far, far away And act like I am fine while softly whispering "I am okay." Tomorrow will be a repeat of what I did today, It's been like this for so long, I don't know another way